I honestly haven't a clue what has happened to me. I'm so dissapointed in myself due to the lack of self motivation, creativity, and just general work. I find myself finding the time to make art work, take photos, make drawings, but then when said time is found there is no push to go create that piece. No new pieces have been made. Nothing has been made. You would think being in this deep, soul hugging emotion we call love would inspire me to do so much, but yet nothing. Some ideas are there, just floating on an ocean that is surrounded by nothing. I cant believe it has come to this, yes i find myself in love, with an emotional connection so